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Monday, February 22, 2010

☆ I am back... ☆ `

I am back in sg from my 3D2N KL trip and I am glad I had an enjoyable moment in this trip....not only get to meetup with jack, marcus and alvin, i also get to know new group of friends whom were friends of davin.

My first day in KL was at my friend, Eric's place as there was a housewarming party and alot of his friends were invited...apart from his group of friends, I went over with Andrew and Ben where Andrew drove us cos Ben dunno the way well and plus he didnt wanna drive as later in the night we might be going clubbing...so there we all are at Eric's housewarming party n thanks to him for being a great host + his group of fun-loving friends like Joe, May, Georgene, etc...


@ Eric's Housewarming : Eric, Joe, eSther, Davin, Ram & Patrick

After the housewarming, we all get ready and then board onto 3 different cars down to Bukit Bintang for clubbing time...over at the club it was another round of fun and happy moments...esp just by seeing how Davin and Joe was playing "5-10", so funny until every part of it the rest of us were laughing like hell....


Joe & Davin playing "5-10"...

In this above pic : May, Georgene, Ricky, Andrew, Ben & eSther

♥_♥ Face your past without regrets. Handle your present with Confidence.
And prepare for the future without fear!♥_♥


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Tuesday, February 16, 2010

☆ something to look forward.. ☆ `

yeah, in a few more days I will not be in Singapore but away to KL to celebrate the CNY festive season with my KL lovebusts and some of "his" friends and him...this gonna be the first KL trip in the year 2010 and I guess with this new group of friends in KL, it will definitely be a good and fruitful trip...

apart from this KL trip, another thing that i m looking forward to would be the CNY festive season whereby I can get to meet up with many of my relatives whom haven't seen them for long....but most importantly would be the red packets from the adults, wahahah!!!

as for the fun and entertainment i gonna have in KL, i would update it the moment i return back to Singapore...cya!!!

♥_♥ Face your past without regrets. Handle your present with Confidence.
And prepare for the future without fear!♥_♥


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Saturday, February 13, 2010

☆ Is he the one??? ☆ `

由始至终我从不相信这世界会有真爱,我也从没机会遇到我心中的那有缘人。。。直到他的出现。我和他的相遇其实很奇妙,想必应该是缘分让我们遇到彼此。我们俩其实早一阵子就认识对方了,但即使看到对方也只是简单的问候,从不会有太多的谈话,甚至也从没想过要交换联络号码,直到上个月的那次相遇,拉进了我们彼此的关系。

当缘分悄悄出现,怎么样挡都挡不了。。。我和他相处的时间变多了,对于彼此的了解也慢慢的有所增加,同时也习惯有他在身旁。他的诚实稳重,开朗心情,活泼外向的性格正是让我在不知不觉的情况下吸引到了。也因为他经常把他对我的称呼如“老婆”或“女朋友”挂在嘴里,甚至于用这些称呼介绍我给他周围的朋友认识,让我不知不觉的爱上这个人。

就在这一晚,我突然鼓起勇气决定向他说出我心中对他的这份情感。我完全没想到后果,只知道凭我的感觉走应该有失措。但其实我想这勇气也来自于这段期间他所给予我的关心和注视我的存在,让我不惜后果的向他表白。于是便传了个简讯给他,告诉他我对他的这份爱。

在几分中后,他回复了。。。简讯里述说他不否认他和我认识的这段期间,我们有过许多愉快的时刻,也很感谢我这一阵子不断的在旁帮他解决他任何遇到的问题。。。他不拒绝反而决定给予彼此机会,尝试这份爱情并让一切将顺其自然。

也就是这样,我接受了。。。

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Thursday, February 11, 2010

☆ Welcoming the Year 2010.... ☆ `

It's the year of the Roaring Tiger - 2010...a new beginning, a new chapter and a new set of life awaiting for me. Hmm, so wad are my new year resolutions??? Guess would be those as stated below based on level of priority....

1. Career

2. Finances

3. Love

4. Family

I hope this would be a good year for me and that I wont allow myself to shed a single tear neither would I allow anyone to hurt me. I told myself to be strong and hve faith that no matter what problems or setbacks I face, my family and friends would be there to give me their support cos i know ESTHER WILL NOT BE ALONE!!!

♥_♥ Face your past without regrets. Handle your present with Confidence.
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Friday, December 18, 2009

☆ Nothing but a failure... ☆ `

Yeah, tat is me...NOTHING BUT A FAILURE!!!

That was what someone told me few weeks ago...a GREAT disappointment to my parents, a disgrace to the society...wasting her 27 years of life with no achievements...just like a useless shell, being deserted on a deserted beach....

At this current age still idling around doing nothing...with no ideal career and no fixed income for herself yet still have to rely on her parents to feed her daily lives...apart from tat, she is also a disgrace to the world for whatever things that she did, people thinks there is a motive behind it or would think tat is cos I am seeking FAME & ATTENTION.

All these while I have been telling myself to be true and good, not only to myself and also to the poeple around me...i believe that if they are happy with my accompany and that I am able to bring them happiness, I myself will gain the happiness too. Thus, I have been putting in alot of effort to help them as much as I can by going the extra mile...even it is out of my limits I never say NO to them cos I knew that this time I offered my helping hand to them, next time when I needed such pillar of support, someone would be there for me.

But why did I ended up in such a tragic ending for now??? Not only have I been able to find an ideal career for myself...friends left me, thinking I am nothing but HASSLE & TROUBLE...family thinks I am a disgrace to them and a good-for-nothing person...

Was it wrong of me to be nice and good to my friends? Was it wrong of me to truly show concern to friends whom need it? Was it what i wanted for my epilepsy? Was it the way I want it to be in terms of losing my job? Am I really trying to attract attention or gain fame by knowing more people? Have I brought harm, hassle and trouble to any one of your life? Am I really a disgrace to al my friends, my family???

Does that mean that I should put an end to my current life now since I am nothing but just a useless empty shell??? If that day were to come, I guess nobody would have even remember who the hell is esther aka hesther....people would only see that as "oh, that hassle gal ah...should have vanished from this world earlier since she is nothing but trouble and couldnt even contribute anything to the society, to the family or to her friends!!!"

I had really lost my directions...lost the motivation to move on....lost the hope in trusting people...lost the faith that there are people whom will appreciate her truly...lost the belief that she still has the chance to stay in this world...lost her soul, sense of love & feelings...had LOST EVERYTHING!!!

♥_♥ Face your past without regrets. Handle your present with Confidence.
And prepare for the future without fear!♥_♥


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Thursday, November 5, 2009

☆ Is he the one??? ☆ `

erm, i dunno if my instincts were right this time but somehow i do felt really comfortable chatting with "him" while on msn yesterday night...that i see abit of my eurasian ex-bf, Blue on "him".

had a long day ytdy and after the mini bday celebration for dezmond over at his place, it was coming to 12am plus when i left with shalom for cab back home...then back at home was busy uploading the photos tat was taken previously at his place and on the other side chatting with my sweetheart, darling and "him" over in msn.

the talk over in msn with "him" was really comfortable until we both didnt wanna end the conversation until 4am where we couldnt take it any further le cos really very tired and sleepy already...

hmm...do hope he is the one i have been waiting for cos based on the few hours of conversation can really sense he is nice person to get along with...as for now, just leave everything as it is and what is meant for me, eventually will be lor....

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Wednesday, November 4, 2009

☆ What does my name means? ☆ `

I was really bored at work and there is nothing much for me to work on thus decided to go Google.com to search for some stuffs in there....the first thing that comes into my mind is find out the meaning and origin of my name - Esther.

there in google.com found a link to it and below explains what my name is and where is it from....

http://www.thinkbabynames.com/meaning/0/Esther

The girl's name Esther \e-sther, es-ther\ is pronounced ESS-ter. It is of Persian origin, and its meaning is "myrtle leaf". Also possibly (Persian) "star". Biblical: a young Hebrew woman named Hadassah who became the wife of the Persian king Ahasuerus, and risked her life to save her people. Jews celebrate the festival of Purim in memory of her.

Apart from the above explaination, i also realized there are other variations on how the name was being called and the next thing that comes to my mind is choose a unique way of spelling the name without changing the addressing....that is instead of Esther Yew Bee Ting, it will be Hesther Yew Bee Ting. The next thing i gonna do is having this name be included in my NRIC and updating the ugly photo in it...think after the 13th of this month there will be a list of things i gonna do and achieve.

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